About 2 months ago, I met someone.
It went really quick !
Never thought I'd meet someone like you.
I immediately knew that this was gonna be an everlasting friendship.
Even that I knew that it's impossible and just too soon.
But you were like a drug for me so I just keep going no matter what!
It was like I've known you for ages. We couldn't stop talking and laughing
From that moment I knew, you are gonna be my best friend and soulmate.
I wish that day never came !
It felt like..
like a important piece of me was ripped out of my chest and that I can't breathe
I'm actually not at all mad at you
I'm mad that I screwed it up
that I can't handle it
that I'm unnecessary vulnerable
and that I'm confused
But I'm mostly scared that I will lose you because of my weakness.
The thought that I'll lose it all scares the hell out of me.
I want to forget it all and just move on but something just keep holding me down
Now we not speak to each other
even that we both care about each other
We are strangers you said..
Just people who sits behind a screen and think that they know the person on the other side.
I want to disapear.. but just for now
3am and I can't sleep..
I keep watching our pictures
well.. my printscreens [busted I guess (a)]
They captured the wonderfull moments of us.
But now when I look at them the tears just keep comming I don't want to lose you !
Otherwise I'll lose a piece of myself..
Oh honey please believe me when I say
that you are special to me (lll the hooks remain open cause that's how much I care about you
It went really quick !
Never thought I'd meet someone like you.
I immediately knew that this was gonna be an everlasting friendship.
Even that I knew that it's impossible and just too soon.
But you were like a drug for me so I just keep going no matter what!
It was like I've known you for ages. We couldn't stop talking and laughing
From that moment I knew, you are gonna be my best friend and soulmate.
I wish that day never came !
It felt like..
like a important piece of me was ripped out of my chest and that I can't breathe
I'm actually not at all mad at you
I'm mad that I screwed it up
that I can't handle it
that I'm unnecessary vulnerable
and that I'm confused
But I'm mostly scared that I will lose you because of my weakness.
The thought that I'll lose it all scares the hell out of me.
I want to forget it all and just move on but something just keep holding me down
Now we not speak to each other
even that we both care about each other
We are strangers you said..
Just people who sits behind a screen and think that they know the person on the other side.
I want to disapear.. but just for now
3am and I can't sleep..
I keep watching our pictures
well.. my printscreens [busted I guess (a)]
They captured the wonderfull moments of us.
But now when I look at them the tears just keep comming I don't want to lose you !
Otherwise I'll lose a piece of myself..
Oh honey please believe me when I say
that you are special to me (lll the hooks remain open cause that's how much I care about you
