Do you realize we didn't talk for 7 hole days?
Every day was a challenge
not to talk to you
not to see your smile
not to wait for you to answer
my msnconversation was always open and every 5min I checked my msnlist
but I couldn't get my fingers to type hi
you know the 2 letter word H-I
I wrote sentences for you in my personal message
I have so much to tell you and yet I can't
I'm not mad but confused and disappointed
I miss you so much that it even hurts
but something keeps me down and won't let me talk to you
7 days i can't even imagine it
after your short and weird textmessage I asked you what it was
It was scary to typ those first words to you
you answered .. It was like there was a wall , a wall of distance
like we were strangers or oldstyle business people
all I could say is 'enjoy'
and you ended with 'will do'
Is this the ending? are we both so stubborn?
why can it not be like before?
How ironic ..it's like I have to ask myself that question...
Every day was a challenge
not to talk to you
not to see your smile
not to wait for you to answer
my msnconversation was always open and every 5min I checked my msnlist
but I couldn't get my fingers to type hi
you know the 2 letter word H-I
I wrote sentences for you in my personal message
I have so much to tell you and yet I can't
I'm not mad but confused and disappointed
I miss you so much that it even hurts
but something keeps me down and won't let me talk to you
7 days i can't even imagine it
after your short and weird textmessage I asked you what it was
It was scary to typ those first words to you
you answered .. It was like there was a wall , a wall of distance
like we were strangers or oldstyle business people
all I could say is 'enjoy'
and you ended with 'will do'
Is this the ending? are we both so stubborn?
why can it not be like before?
How ironic ..it's like I have to ask myself that question...
