Today I've learned that people never change even if they want to. I had realy good friends where I can talk about anything and who likes me just the way I am but since I've had some troubles at home and changed, one of my friends changed too or he just treat me different. I don't really know.. But I think if your friend doesn't treat you the same way if something bad happend in your life and doesn't understand the hole thing and keeps being selfish well he doesn't deserves to be your friend. I don't know how to behave anymore if they keep disappointing me day after day. I also can't put myself out there anymore if I know that I'll be hurted anyway.
At this moment in my life, I really need to meet a person who gives me the strength to just go for it live my life like it is and to take risks. It seems like nothing is working anymore. And the person I'd really like to meet, should be the turning point in my life. A person where I can find love and peace.